7:56 AM

So last night...I couldn't sleep a wink, I only had an hour or two of sleep. I'm tired and cranky right now, I was speeding again....zooming through traffic...really not paying any attention to what anyone was saying to me which made my brother mad but whatever. I just have alot of stuff in my head right now--finals week, wedding stuff I have to do, working on my Microbiology Unknown report, mother's day present, sister's birthday coming up on the 13th, get presents for my relatives in the Philippines, and some other stuff I don't feel like mentioning on here. (sigh 2x)

I have a bad feeling about today =/ but whatever we'll see...i'll continue to blog later on.

(micro sucks booty...oh and i'd love some sleep right about now)

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......so I thought today was going to be bad but it was pretty flippin' awesome!

School was school...I got out early and slept in the car. Went home, I didn't get to watch a movie like I planned since my sister was in a bad mood...so I slept some more. After my sister finally came down stairs we headed to my aunt's house to go swim. I splashed around the pool...it was really really nice outside :) I loved it...then afterwards we stayed over for BBQ, i helped out..making my sauce for the hot dogs hehe. I also made fruit salad and I ended up washing the dishes T_T oh well. But all in all it was fun, I played some games with my cousins and some of there friends...sweet kids. We played some cards..spoons FTW! Love playing it with lots of people and when we got bored of the card games we played Twister....I never played it before but boy was it fun. I kept laughing cause sometimes someones butt would be up all in my face and arms hitting me....had tons of fun. It was getting pretty late so my family and I went home. I wish we stayed longer though.....just when we we're leaving they start getting the cool stuff out...video games =D oh wellz.......headed home, feed the dogs, took a shower, brushed teeth, and went on my friends Live....which was nice----for a while. Dang internet kept disconnecting me from the chat. >.> erghhhhhhh~ I need to clean it..sometime.

Oh yeah, my ate(sister) Divine sent me my first letter today, she's like my sister...not related by blood. But anyways, she is awesome...I sometimes call her Diblossomvine (blossom from PPG's) and I am Danbuttercupmarie haha pretty spiffy huh? I don't seem like the tough one but I like the color green so I got stuck with Buttercup. You might be wondering who Bubbles is haha...just another friend of ours. My ate's twin, Mina (Mibubblesna) :) she's pretty awesome too...we're the asian PPG's cause we're cool like that...yup uber coolio.

Anways....I haven't mentioned that I've been having dreams....which I normally don't. It's the same kind of dream over and over again. I just woke up one morning sweating, it was weird....I didn't know what to think at first but after a few days I dreamt it again and again. Three times, by the third one it made me go crazy. What the hell did I really want? I mean its not just your normal kind of dream, its sort of personal so I don't want to go into detail. It all happened when I couldn't sleep.....I had it again yesterday but it seemed more intense. oh lawdy help me! I don't know what the dreams mean. It's pretty embarrassing...not a dream I thought I'd be dreaming about. But I have been talking about it with a good friend who seems to enjoy making fun of me because of it...making me spill into details what happened. Maybe my unconsious mind is telling me something haha I really don't know what to think really....i'm just OMGOSH over the whole thing. *i think i'm turning red...maybe its too hot in here hmm yeah thats why*

well that's pretty much it. I had alot of stuff going on today. For tomorrow since I don't have class i'm going shopping for presents for my relatives back home :) and a micro report to do :( yippe---doo---daaa! till next time.

Thanks for reading...even though I know that only 2 people are reading it >.> I love u guys anyways <3333333

another boring day....

.....i can't believe i'm blogging again haha. Well today...started off ummm not so well. I only had an hour of sleep, i set my alarm at 4 am in the morning so I could have time to study but I slept through my alarm and woke up around 5-ish. I looked through my notes and slept a little...got ready and headed to school. First exam was Nutrition, i crammed as much information I could while my professor was running late. I took it and well I didn't do too bad I guess.

By the time I got out of Nutrition I headed to my little corner where I always sit and study. Opened my laptop and tried to cram some more information. I was really tired and my nose was runny...I was a complete mess, I knew then on I wouldn't do well =/ so I just kept studying and studying till my teacher asked us to come in. I had my fingers crossed..toes included. Hoping that I can survive this exam. ----An hour passed......I just couldn't function i wanted to get out of that class and into the car and sleep. Which I did....for about 45 mins or less, woke up feeling like crap and went out to get something to eat. Came back to pick up my brother and cousin...speed my way through traffic and went to sleep....woke up around 6-ish....ate dinner. Talked to my friends online :) highlight of the day...talking to my Twin and someone that I like tehehe~ always fun and right now I'm writing this entry. I know how boring it must be....pretty much what I do the entire school week...this is how it goes--->> wake up, school, brunch, study(maybe), sleep, eat, computer, then sleep. Fun right?! some days can be pretty good, some not so much. today was not a good day but i'm looking forward to tomorrow. Wish this cold will go bye bye and I can finally be myself again.

I hate being sick....

Oh wow! its been so long since I've been to my own blog *laughs* I thought I would blog away my thoughts and feelings but I guess it never really happened. Due to my laziness perhaps. Well~ I guess i could continue what I had started.

So today didn't start out so well, you see I've come down with a terrible cold I can't seem to get rid of. At first it seemed fine I was just having small coughs here and there but then when I woke up a day before today I felt like shit pretty much. Just to infrom you since my day today was pretty much sleep, eat, sleep some more I'm just going to write what happened yesterday okay back to what I was saying---

I couldn't breath, my throat was scratchy or whatever...just a terrible, awful morning to be awake...I had no idea how I would get out of bed and into my school clothes. I sucked it up of course and headed to school dying inside. School was the same....didn't do much in Microbiology but do some boring lectures...thank goodness a beautiful creature walked in our class. I could tell alot of the girls straightened themselves up and looked at his direction. For a moment there I totally forgot I was sick...I didn't really mind the gorgeous man behind me and focused on the professor but I would steal glances at my friends, who sat across from me and they could not resist looking at the fellow...they were obviously checking him out....I just laughed of course. Just too bad I couldn't look at him...if I did i would be looking at his behind...I mean some people are into that stuff haha but I prefer looking at someones face. But yes as lecture moved on I finally saw his face....he had such sharp features...like an asian god you could say. He was quite tall...very tall...definitely a 10 from a scale of 1-10 for me. I'd be lucky enough to see such a beauty in my college again.

....Well you see that was pretty much the highlight of school. When I came home I was pretty much dead already since I had to wait in the car for hours(well not really hours just it felt that way). I said hi to my dad...dragged my lazy ass upstairs and slept till 7 at night. I woke up in sweat which was good because my fever had passed. Now all I had to deal with was my stuffy nose and scratchy throat. For dinner I couldn't talk and just ate away...took medicine, brushed my teeth, took a shower, and finally went to bed early, usually on friday's I would be up watching my asian dramas or talking to my friends online but since I was feeling not well I just wanted to sleep..so I did.

....yet another boring day as you can see, once I'm all better I should be doing some more productive things like studying for my exams this upcoming Monday. So long...till next blog..if I do blog again...i'm lazy sometimes.