So today I talked to Han for about an hour(on the phone) ....well haha we didn't actually talk straight for that long. I couldn't help but smile even though we weren't really talking that much. I suck at talking on the phone because I never know what to say and I can't really hear for some reason haha all I hear is mumbling =.= and I hate it when I have to ask people to say it again for me ughh but I enjoyed it ^^ I sang to Han too...I promised her a lullaby. I was nervous and I kind of messed up the song. The song I sang to her was You Are My Sunshine >.< She liked it...and that's all that mattered.....even if i was off key haha

Wow! It's been a long time since I've written anything on here ^^;;
Anyways, I really don't know what I should even talk about? -.-; ummm.....

I've changed....change that I don't like. I'm more distant from my friends and I've been acting like a child. Doing childish things. I know I'm not a kid any more and yet I still act like I am. I have no idea where I'm headed..... what to do?! I should really be thinking about important things rather than be on tumblr all the time, just wasting my day. I just don't know what to do. Bahhh gosh what's wrong with me :/ Get your act together Danmarie!!!!!

It's already 3 am in the morning ugh I'm going to be tired again later on today no matter how long I sleep in ~_~ I really should sleep earlier blehh~ that's all for now....it's kinda hard typing this on an itouch haha

Blaahhhh~

Gosh~ chest pains are a pain in the buns I swear I feel like I'm dying =/ the pain stops and goes, it's like someone literally stabbed me in the back...hurts so much (like when i was washing the dishes after dinner it just made me want to smash a plate or something...I almost cried cuz it was just too much). I hope that it will go away...like right now. I just need to avoid sitting/standing up too much, I need to lay down a lot haha boi do I feel like an old lady with back & chest problems -_- Okay moving on, no one really wants to hear me complain haha sooo~ school is next week...its on Thursday, weird how I only have one day worth of class since I have Friday's off (which is pretty sweet!!) but yeah...I'm somewhat excited I guess...new class. Maybe I'll meet the man of my dreams pfftt~ right (dare to dream lito dannie...dare to dream~) I might make new friends =] which is always nice.

I wonder what I'll be doing till summer class starts, for one I know I'm going to watch Despicable Me :3 it looks funny & cute, I can't wait to see it. Other than watch a movie....I'll probably just be cleaning around the house (since my moms been nagging 'when are you going to clean the house' yadda yadda) I know jeez~ but I'm not sure if I'll be able to do any cleaning if I'm still in my condition =/ man i feel useless.

TWINNNYYYYY!!!!~

You just made my day :3 I LOVE ITTT~ Kamsamnida omgosh haha you have no idea how shocked & happy I was when I opened the package, I couldn't wait so I ran up to my room and opened it like some crazy idiot XD I was jumping up and down while hugging it. Oh and the card is adorable hehe ♥ You know you write pretty, you have good cursive handwriting...it looks so similar to mine =D no wonder we're twins. Anyways, I am just so uberly HAPPY I love it so much~ <33333333

*cries* you da bomb digidy...I will take lots of photos of him :D


P.S I will finish my blog about my trip but I just had to blog about the gift =)

FINALLY!!

So its been a couple of weeks since I came back home from the Philippines...I should have blogged about it decades ago but I've been putting it off (laziness) and now I'm going to blog about it haha~ Lets see what I can remember.


Day before I left, I couldn't sleep because of the whole excitement.....we went to the airport and I was cranky (guess since I didn't sleep at all) we were at the airport 3 hours early so we had to wait. I was on a plane for more than 20 hours...I hated it. Sitting down on a chair doing nothing but sleep. I love sleep its just hard to when you're sitting...so my whole body was in pain....more towards the neck and butt area (yup you guessed it....butt massage time) haha. Anyways, I couldn't lean on anyone cause I have a thing when someone touches me while I sleep...yes I even got a little grouchy when my mom suddenly grabbed my arm and leaned on me...that's a no no. The food in the plane weren't as bad as I thought it'd be...unlike last time I was taking China Airlines..their food was bleh imo XP we took the Delta Airlines btw (and yes twinny I had some of those good ol' nuts..eff yeahhzz) but it's a bummer they didn't have TV screens on the back of each seat like the China Airlines...that was pretty neat. We stopped by Detroit, Japan, and Manila...we never got to step out of any airport besides our destination Davo City since we didn't have any time to spare. When we got to Davo City it was only 6 in the morning. I wasn't sleepy at all I was just hot....yes it was omgeee hotness, my brother didn't have any AC in his little old house...it was cute and small. So we ate some food my Aunt Chutchi prepared for us. I got to meet a cousin I never knew I had...he was uber tall, like Yao Ming haha pretty cool cousin. Moving on~ so after we had some brunch my sister and I went to try our wedding outfits while my parents were busy chatting with the other adults. I wasn't so sure about the dress...especially since I'm not really a fan of tube top dresses since well I have no boobs yup I said it no boobies haha damn asian genes and that I knew my sister didn't like any dress at all. You could tell on her face that she hated it haha so we went to a mall near by called G-Mall (Gisano Mall) to buy some stuff like white sandals for the white themed wedding, a birthday card for my grandmother since it was also on the same day of the wedding, and afterwards we ate KFC =) Then we went home and spent most of the day in my brothers house getting things settled and etc.

to be continued.....muawahaha yah you see I have to wake up early tomorrow for some good ol' fun with my siblings~ =P will try to finish this thing tomorrow...hopefully fingers & toes crossed ;P

waaaaa~ i hate finals week, its coming up and i'm so lazy to study.....i miss someone =P

i dunno what to write -.-

7:56 AM

So last night...I couldn't sleep a wink, I only had an hour or two of sleep. I'm tired and cranky right now, I was speeding again....zooming through traffic...really not paying any attention to what anyone was saying to me which made my brother mad but whatever. I just have alot of stuff in my head right now--finals week, wedding stuff I have to do, working on my Microbiology Unknown report, mother's day present, sister's birthday coming up on the 13th, get presents for my relatives in the Philippines, and some other stuff I don't feel like mentioning on here. (sigh 2x)

I have a bad feeling about today =/ but whatever we'll see...i'll continue to blog later on.

(micro sucks booty...oh and i'd love some sleep right about now)

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......so I thought today was going to be bad but it was pretty flippin' awesome!

School was school...I got out early and slept in the car. Went home, I didn't get to watch a movie like I planned since my sister was in a bad mood...so I slept some more. After my sister finally came down stairs we headed to my aunt's house to go swim. I splashed around the pool...it was really really nice outside :) I loved it...then afterwards we stayed over for BBQ, i helped out..making my sauce for the hot dogs hehe. I also made fruit salad and I ended up washing the dishes T_T oh well. But all in all it was fun, I played some games with my cousins and some of there friends...sweet kids. We played some cards..spoons FTW! Love playing it with lots of people and when we got bored of the card games we played Twister....I never played it before but boy was it fun. I kept laughing cause sometimes someones butt would be up all in my face and arms hitting me....had tons of fun. It was getting pretty late so my family and I went home. I wish we stayed longer though.....just when we we're leaving they start getting the cool stuff out...video games =D oh wellz.......headed home, feed the dogs, took a shower, brushed teeth, and went on my friends Live....which was nice----for a while. Dang internet kept disconnecting me from the chat. >.> erghhhhhhh~ I need to clean it..sometime.

Oh yeah, my ate(sister) Divine sent me my first letter today, she's like my sister...not related by blood. But anyways, she is awesome...I sometimes call her Diblossomvine (blossom from PPG's) and I am Danbuttercupmarie haha pretty spiffy huh? I don't seem like the tough one but I like the color green so I got stuck with Buttercup. You might be wondering who Bubbles is haha...just another friend of ours. My ate's twin, Mina (Mibubblesna) :) she's pretty awesome too...we're the asian PPG's cause we're cool like that...yup uber coolio.

Anways....I haven't mentioned that I've been having dreams....which I normally don't. It's the same kind of dream over and over again. I just woke up one morning sweating, it was weird....I didn't know what to think at first but after a few days I dreamt it again and again. Three times, by the third one it made me go crazy. What the hell did I really want? I mean its not just your normal kind of dream, its sort of personal so I don't want to go into detail. It all happened when I couldn't sleep.....I had it again yesterday but it seemed more intense. oh lawdy help me! I don't know what the dreams mean. It's pretty embarrassing...not a dream I thought I'd be dreaming about. But I have been talking about it with a good friend who seems to enjoy making fun of me because of it...making me spill into details what happened. Maybe my unconsious mind is telling me something haha I really don't know what to think really....i'm just OMGOSH over the whole thing. *i think i'm turning red...maybe its too hot in here hmm yeah thats why*

well that's pretty much it. I had alot of stuff going on today. For tomorrow since I don't have class i'm going shopping for presents for my relatives back home :) and a micro report to do :( yippe---doo---daaa! till next time.

Thanks for reading...even though I know that only 2 people are reading it >.> I love u guys anyways <3333333